Home Study

Let me tell you that the one thing that I thought would be the most difficult for adopting a child was getting the $30,000.  Now that we are well on our way and the process is starting, I am rethinking that notion.  We chose an organization to do our home study today and called about making our appointment.  So nervous about everything.  Will they think our house is good enough, do we discipline the right way, is our marriage good enough, do they think we have enough to offer????????  It is crazy the way I feel.  I am not that insecure of a person but this is so nerve wracking.  Meanwhile we are filling out our first pile of paper work.  This is quite a process my friends.  Exciting but by no means a walk in the park.  I am so encouraged however that we have done so well financially.  Our friends and family have been amazing and I am not really apprehensive at all about the finances.  That is such a miracle to me.  We are getting so excited!  Abby and I pray every night at bed time for our future little girl or siblings.  Now we are actually thinking she could be in her mothers belly.  That brings so much more to prayer.  I am loving who this is making Abby become and what she is learning from this process.  Keep praying for us!